Saying Goodbye

It's such a relief
To say goodbye
To all that's there

A past I don't relate
Present hard to grasp
And a future so dark

The bruises have bled
Blood clotted to black
Red is now no more

Cold and blue creeps
Like the night ocean
Engulfs what remains

Not that it worries me
Phases in life come go
Now change permanent

I swam way too long
In the shallow waters
Its time to dive in deep